At September 2020 I moved out to my own place the first time to have a property and entire liberty. I was so happy, I created my new fb account and had less than 1000 euros in my bank.
At that time I hadn’t even a kitchen, the toilet was broken, few furnitures, few friends came to help …. It was lockdown time, I experienced the worst ever new relationship of 2 months and I was crying inside still needed to move on with all the house renovations tasks, my work and my passions…
It took me 2 years until 2022 to finish my princess’ Castel. I never touched any of electrical tools before, nor drawing a big something on the wall, pretty clumsy but I did it. my place was transformed into an artistic fun and functional nest, where I embrace myself during the no social interaction time.
Right after that I experienced lay off. During the time I also tested many beauty services, dancing and circus aerial workshops as well as enjoying theatre, pole dance competition etc it was very fun, but I must confess that I was pretty much lost, I even tried hypnosis to ask where should I go … should I stay in my current city or leave, should I do my former job or change … I got a positive response from a company right after my ticket to China, and I got also school’s confirmation that I’ll be accepted to do electricity. I still decided to go to school.
When I came back from China trip, I met someone special, he invited me for a trip to Italy before the school’s beginning.
The school year was very hard due to the fact that I knew none of the terms in electricity and the level that it required in expertises some of tools. The school year is almost ended and I’m on my 4/5 internship saw a lot of different buildings and renovations, I met many new faces in construction, from architecte to painter, I talked to them realised that they are mostly very kind and down to earth people with their own passion and believes. Very different world indeed. None of them complains when met difficulties.
The working condition’s often very harsh : air pollutions inside buildings. I dressed incredibly dirty, and there’s often no toilets during the work. Many workers keep working when accident, it’s normal in this area.
One of my friends told that I can do photo comparisons of me pole dancing and me in the dirt with screwdriver. It mustn’t be funny that I was almost refused to go into the Asian restaurant during the lunch break, because they juge me that I wasn’t able to buy food there. And all my pole school friends keep focusing their entire life devoting to pole dancing and buying all kinds of workshops.
The school year is about finished. It was so different and difficult that I’m so strongly sure that after this year it will be only easier. I bought a lot of professional tools and keep learning skills which leads me to my dream.
My partner is my Doraemon 🙂 since we were together we never stopped meeting each other for one day … I felt as that I never met someone so confortable and kind with me, not even any of my family nor friend did.
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